Lonely and sweet beis midrash apparition seeks lover, chevrusa, and/or penpal

23 year old FtM baal teshuva looking to have a passionate, tender, tznius relationship with fellow frummie of any gender. If located in NYC, you can have the pleasure of being my first cuddle or assist me in my terrible but earnest attempts at learning Gemara. If not in NYC, I'm looking to get Kafkaesque and fall in love via physical pen pals.